Our next story of sexual denial comes from a man named Owessco and he is from Liberia. He sent this is in as public comment on my post “8 ways to confront your wife’s sexual denial”.
Here is his story:
My name is Owessco from Liberia, I read your article and it is so interesting and would like to share my own experience for your advise.
My wife and I have been married for the past almost ten years, but with no child to consumate our bond. She thinks I am the one with the problem and so she has resulted to constantly refusing me in be for sex whenever I needed to. Her last instance in quite these few days is walking out on me from the room to the extend of even sleeping in the living room.
In response to her action, I am forced to allow her have her will. So as it stands, I am playing the “ok go ahead and stay by yourself role”. And we are not talking to each other and I moved out of our room to the quest room. This way, I feel I am doing the right thing to avoid confrontations by forcing myself on her. Seeing her go to the bathroom and creaming infront of me definitely puts me off and I am trying as hard as possible to avoid such lawful temptation.
This was my response to his tragic story:
I am sorry to hear about the situation with your wife. Are you and your wife Christians?
It sounds as if you wife has some bitterness towards you for not giving her a child. Have you two been to a doctor to see which of you or if both of you are infertile or perhaps there is something they could do with it?
Even if you can’t have a child naturally – have you considered adoption?
I am not saying that your inability to have a child with your wife is an excuse for your wife’s actions toward you – but I do understand the natural yearning that God has placed in women to bare children. In the Bible a woman named Hannah faced a similar dilemma as your wife is now:
“1 Now there was a certain man of Ramathaimzophim, of mount Ephraim, and his name was Elkanah, the son of Jeroham, the son of Elihu, the son of Tohu, the son of Zuph, an Ephrathite: 2 And he had two wives; the name of the one was Hannah, and the name of the other Peninnah: and Peninnah had children, but Hannah had no children.
3 And this man went up out of his city yearly to worship and to sacrifice unto the Lord of hosts in Shiloh. And the two sons of Eli, Hophni and Phinehas, the priests of the Lord, were there. 4 And when the time was that Elkanah offered, he gave to Peninnah his wife, and to all her sons and her daughters, portions:
5 But unto Hannah he gave a worthy portion; for he loved Hannah: but the Lord had shut up her womb.
6 And her adversary also provoked her sore, for to make her fret, because the Lord had shut up her womb.
7 And as he did so year by year, when she went up to the house of the Lord, so she provoked her; therefore she wept, and did not eat.
8 Then said Elkanah her husband to her, Hannah, why weepest thou? and why eatest thou not? and why is thy heart grieved? am not I better to thee than ten sons?”
I Samuel 1:1- 8 (KJV)
While God ultimately gave Hannah a son, he does not always provide women with a child. What this story illustrates for us is both the frustration of a wife at being childless and the frustration of a husband for feeling like he is not enough for her. I am sure that is how you feel and perhaps your wife feels like Hannah in this story.
The pain that women feel from being childless is something we as men can barely comprehend. Yes men want kids too, but being childless does not affect us the way it does a woman. But what your wife needs to realize is in many ways the pain she feels of being childless is the way you feel of being emotionally and sexually shut out by her. In the same way that men cannot fully grasp how being childless can cause a woman pain to the her core, women often cannot grasp the pain they cause their husbands by sexually shutting them out.
This is what I would suggest.
Make sure you have tried every way you can – seeing doctors to try and have a child. If you already have then look into adoption. Tell your wife how much you love her and want to provide her with a child.
But the most important truth you need to share with your wife is that true contentment and joy does not come from things or even people. She cannot hinge her joy and contentment on having a child, or even on your. Your bodies may fail to give you a child, but God is always there. He is the one true constant. She needs to find contentment in God, and then realize the sinful way she has been treating you.
God commands a wife to give her body to her husband for sex. You cannot condone an attitude from her “until you provide me with a child, I will not provide you with sex” – this is a sinful attitude and must be confronted.
Seek out Godly counseling for you and your wife. Perhaps God will change her heart.
If after a long time of counseling she continues to act in rebellious ways you may have to take further actions.
But I would start there.